Only Now

Only now,

After months of ceaseless isolation,

Only now,

When we can faintly glimpse

A remedy on the horizon.

Only now,

Do I allow myself to

Envision an end to this endless pandemic.


Only now, can I begin to permit myself

To imagine greeting old friends

With a loving embrace.

Oh, the pure physicality of it!

Skin touching skin,

Cheek brushing cheek.


I know that first hug

Will occasion tears – 

Tears that have, until now,

Been fiercely contained

By a dam we call fear.


Even now.

Even now, 

Those same tears spill down my cheeks,

Anticipating that sacred day.

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